its easier to say.....

People say it is easy. NO its not.

People said that I dont have to be worried. BUT yes, I am worried.

People said that there will be time. YES, Maybe.

People said it is normal. AFTER what I've gone through is it so NORMAL?

People said that it is all about EXPERIENCE. AFTER bad ones...?

People said that SOMETHING are better left alone. BUT if you know MOST of it doesn't it hurt.

People said to take it EASY. NO, love is serious. LOVE is everything to me. SO tell me which part is easy?

AT the end of the day, I am the one here, living it. DO other people THINK of how I FEEL?

I dont wanna it to be easy - because sometimes indirectly it's hard and painful

I dont wanna be worried - so tell me.

I dont want little time with you - I want YOU all to myself.

I dont want it to be normal - because I am NOT.

I dont want to learn it from experience - because they are all dark spots in my memory book.

The truth is I dont wanna know MOST of everything - so everything that I know I tell myself they are all lies.

I dont wanna take it easy - because when I take it easy I feel I dont care for you anymore.