I had three dreams! (How cool is that?)

I laid on our bed, panting. I got cramps after making out with Mr. Frank. It was awesome. Especially when it is the second time for the day. Soon enough, Mr. Frank found me sleeping with soft snoring because I was extremely tired.

I had a dream last night. Three dreams altogether. They were not related but they surely seems real. For the first two dreams bring great joy to me and the third one, I mean, who knows. Dreams are just dreams right?

1) The guy from school.

So, to start with the first one, I should fill you in a bit about it. There was this guy in my high school long time ago who I was really keen on. He is tall, fair,Asian look and kinda well built body. He was a prefect in our school. So he was a hot stuff back then (I don't know what happened to him nowadays).

So I dreamed I went out with him yesterday and buying some house stuff in IKEA as if we are an item. He was wearing a white polo T and a baggy jeans and I was wearing my wild curls, essential make ups, a boot cut jeans and a tiny white t-shirt. We bought a beauty black lamp shades, mirrors, and some fabric products - I don't know what they were. After buying stuff, we walked to a restaurant and dine there. We talked about things and life, somethings that I can't share here (hehehe). He paid the bills and as we were walking out of the restaurant, he whispered to me, "trust me,". A smile on his face and some sort of flame in his eyes that I can feel in my soul and that was when I lost it all - He reached out his palm and gestured to me to take it with a really cute face. I didn't think twice and replied his invitation by reaching his palm and he secured my palm in his.

I woke up. Looked around, and felt guilty that I dreamed that. Mr. Frank was lying well in his slumber next to me. I hugged him.


2)My ex-students and a fishing trip.

I went back to sleep. Before long, I was in a place where a river was flowing beautifully in front of me, the river went from green to the sweetest blue I have ever seen as I trailed it to the bottom of the mountain at the far end. Suddenly, I heard familiar voices. One that reminded me of my teaching days. One that I left of about 1 year ago. They were all there. I mean the whole class was there. I noticed earlier that I had a bag with me. They were all calling me and asked me to join them by the river, doing something I love the most, FISHING! I grabbed my bag (as if I know I was equipped with a fishing rod) took out my fishing rod and put some bait and started to reel my rod. It went straight into the green water. Before long, I felt a bite on it and soon enough I was reeling it in as hard as I could. This is when my students laughed at me, my rod broke and the fish got away - at least that was what I thought. Well I thought wrong. The broken rod floated on the river and it settled not far from where I was standing. I chased it quietly and grabbed the rod and pull it out of water. The fish were unable to fight anymore. I was the happiest person there.

I woke up. a smile on my face for the great fish I caught - in my dream.

3) He wouldn't do that

I dreamed of Mr. Frank. He was SMSing someone but the weirdest part of it he didn't tell me who was it from. I could hear what he texted as he read it outloud. I felt left out. The words he used, was the like when he first wooing me. It broke my heart into pieces with the promises he uttered to the other person and I cried.

I woke up and felt that he was hugging me. I didn't know why I cried. It was just a dream, I told myself. He would have told me if he texted people. So, I went back to sleep.

The things i like to do

I hate the way I am now. I am self centered. I am the biggest liar on earth and most importantly I do not deserve what I have now. Like other people, I have my strengths and weaknesses. I am ordinary, there is nothing so extraordinary about me. I am a daughter, I am a sister and I am the lover. But I am never the same person I was once upon a time. The one that I always want to be.

I want to be the one that helps people all the time. Like when my neighbor needed a hand to help her with rearranging furniture, like that time when i have to baby sit my cousins when the mother is in the hospital. When my friends needed some money. But now, I can't do all of those things again. I am way to far from what I was.

The most painful fact will be I promised my dad that I will never changed. I know he loved me for who I am. Not so much of what I wanted to be. But what I was. I really really wish that I could turn back time.

The one for me

I was sitting alone with my sister in law, Mellisa Mason, and Mr. Frank left us after paying the bill(I like the sound of that).We chatted a bit before she said something that kept a smile in my heart the whole day. I was speechless at first but regained my cool back and handled the conversation smoothly.

"You are so lucky," She said.

"And why is that?" I asked. She turned and pointed to Mr. Frank as he walked to get into the bullet station. "Owh," I replied in surprise.

"He is a hearthrob. Many girls would die to get into your shoes,"

With that, I smiled. I can't ignore the fact that he is a good looking man, to be chosen as his wife, THAT sent me to the moon. I looked into her eyes and said "Well, He is a sweetie pie," before I continued with "I don't know how am I going to deal with living without him," I said my piece with a new feeling of adoration and got up to continue my unfinished task back in the office... with a huge smile on my face and in my heart - the whole day through.

I dropped my phone

I was standing in line, waiting for my turn, gossiping with my beloved hubby, Mr. Frank Moore via sms while he sat to reserve the table. It was about the waitress behind the counter of my line in KFC, Trafalgar Station. I was so into my texting when I looked around and almost stuck my nose on a lady behind me. Hence, I dropped the phone.

It was just like in the movie when the camera was following my rusty phone was falling down, in frame. It bounced once, twice and the third time it landed on a man's left foot two rows to my right. And everyone was watching me. I could even hear the crickets playing the violins.

The man picked it up, passed to the person in between us and that middle age woman passed it to me, from hand to hand. I could feel blood occupying each and every vessels in my face under my skin. I instantly knew that I was blushing. It will even embarrassing if Mr. Frank saw what had happened.

Slowly, but gracefully turned around, being very careful to not to stuck my nose on the lady behind me. Peeped over her large head and saw that Mr. Frank was happily texting my sister, Anna. I was relief that he didn't notice what had happened. As I turned around the waitress behind the counter was ready to take my order and she giggled as I jumped watching me and my antics.

Songs

I love to sing songs in the total opposite of what they are. I have no reasons for this. I just settled on the thoughts that I want people to hear what I sing and relate to what I want.

PD get away!

It was sunny and windy on the last day of our training in PD. The weather was rather soothing and the beach was authentically beautiful. The waves were crashing the shore like music complemented by the chirping sound of the morning sea birds. The sun was rising behind the hill which sheltered the resort that we are in. It was perfect.

It would be even better if Mr. Frank Moore could be here. I don't mind paying an extra amount of money for a room for the two of us. I imagined that we would make love until the sun rise and right then, I missed him so much.

I hammered a stick into the sandy beach of PD. A stick at each end and then I pulled the caution tape from one end to the other. It performed a line. It curved as the soothing but mighty wind blew the tape. I snorted to myself. I hammered in more sticks and at the end of 30 minutes, I have 4 curved lines. I giggled. I went to see my colleagues for the next-things-to-do task. The participants came in groups.

The Telematch went on smoothly. The winner was an exceptional group of liars - Venus, but we did have tremendous fun by the beach! And I really wish that Mr. Frank Moore was here. After the prize giving ceremony, we packed, had our lunch and headed back to our headquarter. I love the beach and I really wish that he could be there with me.

Pain

I pulled up my sleeves up to my elbow, trying hard to concentrate on the work that i have to finish before our training begins on Thursday. I fold the sleeves nicely, pulling up my slim cut neck tie up looking appropriate and put down my Gucci glasses on the table next to my lappie, wiped sweat using the back of my palm and looked at the screen again. The bruises on my arms are getting better but the pain in my veins and my joints are getting worse.My eyes were filled with clear substance resulted from trying my best to look calm. I wiped them off.

I started typing. I want to get over and done with these works and go home. I said to myself. The pain was unbearable. I forced myself to think and type more words into the proposal. I pulled away my hands from the keyboard and thought for awhile. I recollected why I am in this painful situation. I saw the reason why I did this and smile at the screen of my lappie and soon enough the pain subsided. There is nothing more I want then to do this to make it happen and please my own fantasy. If this is the price I have to pay than I'll pay it as I Should.