Have you ever?

Have you ever felt that u just can't give enough to your other half??

Have you ever thought of letting go because you can't do the chores and responsibilities as a good wife?

Have you ever experienced a so-called near death experience that you think will end your life in a blink of an eye?

Have you ever dreamed of starting all over again when you know it is impossible and that you are regretting the things you have done?

Have you ever said things that you don't want to say but at the end of the day wishing that you didn't do what you did?

Have you ever tried to believe in hope but the surrounding was telling you to give up?

Have you ever imagined the feeling of being betrayed?

Have you ever learned anything that at the end of the day you realize that the things you learned are actually useless?

Have you ever loosen up until the moment that you forgot the core of life and love that you built and trusted but it still burns with or without the core - is it the same?

and lastly....

Have you ever lost hope that getting it back is equal to letting go?

...and I cried as I was restlessly trying my best to sleep...