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The bullet was not empty but not too crowded at the same time. After a good few minutes of sitting side by side on the bench with hubs, the bullet let out eager passengers, some with Monday Blues look all over their face and soon enough Hub and I were slowly and patiently boarded the bullet - facing the other entrance as Hub would get off at the next station. The closing door shut the exterior noises and slid on the steel railway with appropriate speed.
Soon, the bullet slowed down and I looked at Hub, he has this adoring look in his eyes that all of the sudden gave me a great joy - there's something in his mind that is engineering something. The bullet stop to a halt. He reached for my hand, I kissed it as usual, and he kissed mine - the rule of equality hehehe. Then he said a hug - I hug him back. And then it clicked to me, he wanted to kiss me! but I was having doubts of him doing it and he seemed unsure of it. Then, he asked - "nak kiss," with pouting lips. I don't know where it came from, scanning my surrounding, I said no. BUT lord I wished he would have kissed me on the cheek! That will be so cute. smiling sigh.
19 July 2009
15 July 2009
The cute and adorable sunshine...
So as I was slouching in my seat, in front of the lappie in the office, I dragged the cursor and clicked on a box that was always ticked previously, led my eyes to read: invisible to everyone. With a short breath, I presumed what will happened in the next 5 minutes.
Dang! My premonition was imprecise. I dont even have to wait for 5 minutes it only take them 10 seconds to fill the entire screen with of about 6 to 7 yahoo messenger boxes. I skimmed and scanned through the boxes, reading the first few words they slammed into the boxes, I exhaled.
Some of them typed "hey cutie", "adory!!", and all the praises you can find there... I didn't reply to any of them. except for one box that caught my eyes... Her first few words were: rindu ur sunshine
Instantly, I wrote in the status section as The Missing A.... simply take away the last letter A from my name "Martha" and you get a name of a lunar crater. Thats how I feel - Just like a lunar crater.
Dang! My premonition was imprecise. I dont even have to wait for 5 minutes it only take them 10 seconds to fill the entire screen with of about 6 to 7 yahoo messenger boxes. I skimmed and scanned through the boxes, reading the first few words they slammed into the boxes, I exhaled.
Some of them typed "hey cutie", "adory!!", and all the praises you can find there... I didn't reply to any of them. except for one box that caught my eyes... Her first few words were: rindu ur sunshine
Instantly, I wrote in the status section as The Missing A.... simply take away the last letter A from my name "Martha" and you get a name of a lunar crater. Thats how I feel - Just like a lunar crater.
05 July 2009
She must have thought the same thing
Matsuda's black chic shirt fits me perfectly, my new pair of boots (which my hub gave me for my birthday), my long pants skinny fit and my lappie bag boosted my confidence trotting into an empty bullet (which rarely happened in the past) heading to the office across town. I settled, standing up - as I don't exercise as much these days only to realize I didn't bring my book with me. Great!! I am going to take in as much as possible the scenery around me - that means looking at other people.
As I was scanning my surrounding, the bullet stop to a halt at Joela Tech Station. Came in a throng of eager (some were sleep walking still) people into the tiny segment of the train. Among many people smelling brands of expensive perfume (I sprayed some generic perfume... LOL) one caught my eyes... and nose too. Trailing the lingering sweet scent of Britney Spears' latest Hidden Fantasy was a woman who soon settled next to me. I looked at her, wild long curls, a huge sunglasses, and black shirt with long pants and a pair of heels attached neatly to her body emphasize her aura of confidence.
Wait... I spoke to myself quietly, taking the side glance of the lady.
Hold on... My cheeks were beginning to filled with high intensity rush of blood.
God, she looks exactly like me, except for the glasses! The words uttered in my mind.
I looked at her, she looked at me, exchanging smiles and we did it. Involuntarily both of us started to move away from each other she moved to her left and I moved to my right and soon enough she was out of sight. I giggled alone. What a coincidence to start a lovely Monday!
As I was scanning my surrounding, the bullet stop to a halt at Joela Tech Station. Came in a throng of eager (some were sleep walking still) people into the tiny segment of the train. Among many people smelling brands of expensive perfume (I sprayed some generic perfume... LOL) one caught my eyes... and nose too. Trailing the lingering sweet scent of Britney Spears' latest Hidden Fantasy was a woman who soon settled next to me. I looked at her, wild long curls, a huge sunglasses, and black shirt with long pants and a pair of heels attached neatly to her body emphasize her aura of confidence.
Wait... I spoke to myself quietly, taking the side glance of the lady.
Hold on... My cheeks were beginning to filled with high intensity rush of blood.
God, she looks exactly like me, except for the glasses! The words uttered in my mind.
I looked at her, she looked at me, exchanging smiles and we did it. Involuntarily both of us started to move away from each other she moved to her left and I moved to my right and soon enough she was out of sight. I giggled alone. What a coincidence to start a lovely Monday!
12 June 2009
The Family Gathering
Nervously, I walked slowly towards my uncle's room. He injured his leg in an accident. Seriously, it has been ages since I last talked to him. The mental picture you'll have in mind would have been in a form of an old man, white hair, glasses on, but he is not, really.
My uncle is at the age of 24, yup, the same age as mine. But the title comes from the family tree in which his father is my grandfather's cousin. Hence, his father is my grand uncle and he is my uncle. Complicated? Tell me that when I tried to understand my lineage at the age of 4. We literally grew up together. We went to the same primary school, and moved on to the same secondary school. But after high school, it was hard for us to take care of what we had as we went separate ways. We see each other once in awhile, formal functions like weddings and dinners but you can sorta feel the gap inflicted. And did I mention, he is kinda good looking too. I laughed off to that thought as I stepped into his room.
"Hey Martha," He said, chirpy as if expecting me, trying hard by slowly standing up to greet me. He extended his hand, I greeted it with a huge grin on my face and gave him a hug. He hugged me back. And then he started to breathe faster. I was like, erm, is he orgasm-ing ?
"I think you stepped on my broken foot," He said.
I laughed and sat on the bed. He too, half smiling and half in pain - you can't miss the expression, did the same. Without hesitation, I blurted it out.
"I am kinda afraid," I looked into his eyes. I have no one to turn to (although I practically talked to basically all my family members about this issue except for my mom but they don't face this situation altogether).
"Why?" He asked as he flipped open his lappie.
"Edmund is getting married, and I am not going to anytime soon," He started to pound the keys on the keyboard.
"And what's the problem?" He said calmly.
"People will start to ask me when will it be my time to get married,"I said.
"Hey chill. people will ask me more," Puzzled by his answer I looked at him.
"I am your uncle remember. People will definitely ask me that. But, if you are quite afraid to face the crowd tonight, stay on my side. I'll call a few friends to come so that you have your own crowd," He said, flipped close his lappie and moved to pick his phone from under the pillow.
In an instant, I felt safe and secure. I smiled for the first time in the duration of 6 hours.
My uncle is at the age of 24, yup, the same age as mine. But the title comes from the family tree in which his father is my grandfather's cousin. Hence, his father is my grand uncle and he is my uncle. Complicated? Tell me that when I tried to understand my lineage at the age of 4. We literally grew up together. We went to the same primary school, and moved on to the same secondary school. But after high school, it was hard for us to take care of what we had as we went separate ways. We see each other once in awhile, formal functions like weddings and dinners but you can sorta feel the gap inflicted. And did I mention, he is kinda good looking too. I laughed off to that thought as I stepped into his room.
"Hey Martha," He said, chirpy as if expecting me, trying hard by slowly standing up to greet me. He extended his hand, I greeted it with a huge grin on my face and gave him a hug. He hugged me back. And then he started to breathe faster. I was like, erm, is he orgasm-ing ?
"I think you stepped on my broken foot," He said.
I laughed and sat on the bed. He too, half smiling and half in pain - you can't miss the expression, did the same. Without hesitation, I blurted it out.
"I am kinda afraid," I looked into his eyes. I have no one to turn to (although I practically talked to basically all my family members about this issue except for my mom but they don't face this situation altogether).
"Why?" He asked as he flipped open his lappie.
"Edmund is getting married, and I am not going to anytime soon," He started to pound the keys on the keyboard.
"And what's the problem?" He said calmly.
"People will start to ask me when will it be my time to get married,"I said.
"Hey chill. people will ask me more," Puzzled by his answer I looked at him.
"I am your uncle remember. People will definitely ask me that. But, if you are quite afraid to face the crowd tonight, stay on my side. I'll call a few friends to come so that you have your own crowd," He said, flipped close his lappie and moved to pick his phone from under the pillow.
In an instant, I felt safe and secure. I smiled for the first time in the duration of 6 hours.
11 June 2009
menjawab tag Max J Potter
1) Bekas kekasih saya – banyak!! hahaha....
2) Saya sedang mendengar - lagu tema farm town application kat facebook
3) Mungkin saya patut – berhenti ape - ape yang patot saye berhenti...
4) Saya suka – maen.
5) Sahabat-sahabat saya – tak ramai, jadik saye perlu jage mereka sebaik mungkin...
6) Saya tak faham – macam mane nak pecah kan zarah proton dan elektron untuk menghasilkan satu tenaga yang lebih besar.
7) Saya kehilangan – banyak mase senggang saye! saye sangat tensi....
8) Ramai yang berkata – I am a lovable person...
9) Cinta itu adalah – penyeksaan bagi mereka yang tidak menghargai nya tetapi anugerah bagi yang menjaganya
10) Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang – makan nasi... pasal saya sangat lapar skunk!
11) Saya akan cuba – bekerja dengan lebih keras!
12) Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud – anak perempuan Pak Cik Selamat
13) Telefon bimbit saya – cantik! erm... z555i sony ericsson
14) Bila saya terjaga – saya tidak tidor
15) Saya paling meluat – menyelesaikan masalah hati!
16) Pesta/parti adalah – hari jadi saya kat lecka - lecka, bukit bintang, 26 june 2009! (8.30 malam)
17) Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui – guinea pig! my jane....
18) Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah – i live life to the fullest... so every day is....
19) Hari ini – Day 14 back counting to my birthday party!!
20) Malam ini saya akan – melakukan aktiviti physical!
21) Esok pula saya akan – kerja kat art class...
22) Saya betul-betul inginkan – vacation yang panjang dan lama!
23) Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini – saye serabai...
24) Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan – Shopping malls!!! i love to window shop...
25) Makanan Barat atau Jepun? – i eat just about everything... hahaha......
26) Bilik yang terang atau gelap? – a dark one.... baru laa best to sleep....
27) Makanan segera adalah – makanan yang tak berapa nak segera sebenarnya....
28) Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang – mane grapes awak mat arip?
29) Siapa yang anda ingin tag: semua followers saya: except Max.... kalau die wat agy... nanti die dah wat dua kali....
2) Saya sedang mendengar - lagu tema farm town application kat facebook
3) Mungkin saya patut – berhenti ape - ape yang patot saye berhenti...
4) Saya suka – maen.
5) Sahabat-sahabat saya – tak ramai, jadik saye perlu jage mereka sebaik mungkin...
6) Saya tak faham – macam mane nak pecah kan zarah proton dan elektron untuk menghasilkan satu tenaga yang lebih besar.
7) Saya kehilangan – banyak mase senggang saye! saye sangat tensi....
8) Ramai yang berkata – I am a lovable person...
9) Cinta itu adalah – penyeksaan bagi mereka yang tidak menghargai nya tetapi anugerah bagi yang menjaganya
10) Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang – makan nasi... pasal saya sangat lapar skunk!
11) Saya akan cuba – bekerja dengan lebih keras!
12) Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud – anak perempuan Pak Cik Selamat
13) Telefon bimbit saya – cantik! erm... z555i sony ericsson
14) Bila saya terjaga – saya tidak tidor
15) Saya paling meluat – menyelesaikan masalah hati!
16) Pesta/parti adalah – hari jadi saya kat lecka - lecka, bukit bintang, 26 june 2009! (8.30 malam)
17) Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui – guinea pig! my jane....
18) Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah – i live life to the fullest... so every day is....
19) Hari ini – Day 14 back counting to my birthday party!!
20) Malam ini saya akan – melakukan aktiviti physical!
21) Esok pula saya akan – kerja kat art class...
22) Saya betul-betul inginkan – vacation yang panjang dan lama!
23) Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini – saye serabai...
24) Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan – Shopping malls!!! i love to window shop...
25) Makanan Barat atau Jepun? – i eat just about everything... hahaha......
26) Bilik yang terang atau gelap? – a dark one.... baru laa best to sleep....
27) Makanan segera adalah – makanan yang tak berapa nak segera sebenarnya....
28) Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang – mane grapes awak mat arip?
29) Siapa yang anda ingin tag: semua followers saya: except Max.... kalau die wat agy... nanti die dah wat dua kali....
10 June 2009
05 June 2009
And the Winner Is... Scorpion!
The three-day training was tiring. I didn't get enough sleep (woke up every half an hour to make sure that the participants are well taken care of), i ate less, and tell me I hate the long tedious sessions talking about the function of the language!
So, the hall was getting busier with people coming in, parents, VIPs, and you name it - and I looked like hell; I would describe it as heller then hell but then I realized I was just being a DQ. Chill ran down my spine as I saw 4 police officers came into the hall (as I still owe the government of about 700 bugs out of tickets!) but then ran through my guess list, and exhale the worries with great relief through my running nose...
I walked to the stage (or so called stage, Mrs. N. was being very stingy - and it is getting the nerves of everyone in 10 nano seconds every 5 minutes these days). I was wearing the company's t-shirt and my creative jeans with my name on it, in my 50 bugs sneakers I trotted confidently facing the crowd despite my sleeping mind - I repeat, my SLEEPING mind. As I started, I followed the items in the agenda smoothly. Then - over confidently I looked at the next item in the list, its the certificates giving ceremony, and okay after that the hampers (I made a mental note on my own).
Done with the certificates giving ceremony, we moved on - or so I thought. A cameraman of a newspaper, gushing up the stage and asked the participants to pose for the paper. And the VIPs were talking eagerly to the chairperson of the organization, and everything started to have life on their own. The hall was buzzing like a bee hives when everyone started to talk to each other. People walked from one end to the other. Kids were running around. I was panicky. The last item was prize giving ceremony. I hinted to the chairperson, and she said sorry, she didn't realized that there was another item in the list, she instructed the photographer to go back to his seat because there's another item. When everything was settled, I carried on with the event:
"Seterusnya, Majlis akan diteruskan dengan upacara penyampaian hadiah kepada para peserta bagi tiga kategori iaitu:
Kumpulan telematch terbaik,
Kumpulan Terbaik, dan
Persembahan Kumpulan Terbaik.
Pemenang bagi kumpulan telematch terbaik jatuh kepada: COBRA! (I passed the hamper to the chairperson for her to give it to the Officers of the MAyor's Office)
I was ready to announce the second title when I did something really stupid, I announced the winner, took the hamper from the table and saw the group leader came my direction and in split second gave away the present to the kid instead of the chairperson while announcing the winner is... Scorpion. Everyone laughed and my face was red!
So, the hall was getting busier with people coming in, parents, VIPs, and you name it - and I looked like hell; I would describe it as heller then hell but then I realized I was just being a DQ. Chill ran down my spine as I saw 4 police officers came into the hall (as I still owe the government of about 700 bugs out of tickets!) but then ran through my guess list, and exhale the worries with great relief through my running nose...
I walked to the stage (or so called stage, Mrs. N. was being very stingy - and it is getting the nerves of everyone in 10 nano seconds every 5 minutes these days). I was wearing the company's t-shirt and my creative jeans with my name on it, in my 50 bugs sneakers I trotted confidently facing the crowd despite my sleeping mind - I repeat, my SLEEPING mind. As I started, I followed the items in the agenda smoothly. Then - over confidently I looked at the next item in the list, its the certificates giving ceremony, and okay after that the hampers (I made a mental note on my own).
Done with the certificates giving ceremony, we moved on - or so I thought. A cameraman of a newspaper, gushing up the stage and asked the participants to pose for the paper. And the VIPs were talking eagerly to the chairperson of the organization, and everything started to have life on their own. The hall was buzzing like a bee hives when everyone started to talk to each other. People walked from one end to the other. Kids were running around. I was panicky. The last item was prize giving ceremony. I hinted to the chairperson, and she said sorry, she didn't realized that there was another item in the list, she instructed the photographer to go back to his seat because there's another item. When everything was settled, I carried on with the event:
"Seterusnya, Majlis akan diteruskan dengan upacara penyampaian hadiah kepada para peserta bagi tiga kategori iaitu:
Kumpulan telematch terbaik,
Kumpulan Terbaik, dan
Persembahan Kumpulan Terbaik.
Pemenang bagi kumpulan telematch terbaik jatuh kepada: COBRA! (I passed the hamper to the chairperson for her to give it to the Officers of the MAyor's Office)
I was ready to announce the second title when I did something really stupid, I announced the winner, took the hamper from the table and saw the group leader came my direction and in split second gave away the present to the kid instead of the chairperson while announcing the winner is... Scorpion. Everyone laughed and my face was red!
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